25.10.05

"There was just something different about this person that I had met and I knew that we were going to write beautifully together"

Specifically; I'm falling in love with someone. waaait, wait, wait... I'm falling in love at someone. You know, like 'I love him, but I can't have him' sort of thing. But it's not exactly like that. Being serious now, I probably could have him if I'd just talk about it with him. But I can never do that, because that would cause other people pain, it would break apart something that is special to someone. And who really knows what people will say or do? Maybe he wouldn't want what I do. But I'm too scared of either result to even take the risk. So I can live without... I just don't know how I'm going to watch him slip away again. ...Pain beats feeling nothing though. It reminds me that I can still get hurt, which just comfirms that I am still alive. So in a way I'm welcoming the situation despite how sad it really is. This time tomorrow, I will probably want it gone. In the end, it's good songwriting material.
=shamae=

Hand in mine into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you,
"We could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition, too.
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets".

I'm trying... I'm trying to let you know
Just how much you mean to me.
And after all the things we've put each other through...

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full.
And I feel like there's nothing left to do,
But prove myself to you...
And we'll keep it running.

But this time I mean it,
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything.

I'm trying... I'm trying to let you know
How much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow...
And we grow cold.

Until the end, until this.
I mean this. I mean this.

But this time, we'll show them.
We'll show them all how much we mean.
As snow falls on desert sky, Until the end of every...







All we are...All we are is bullets.
I mean this.
All we are...All we are is bullets.
I mean this.
All we are...All we are is bullets.
I mean this.
All we are...All we are is bullets.
I mean this.







As lead rains, we pass on through
Our phantoms, forever, forever.
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame,
We're burning forever and ever.

Know how much I want to show you you're the only one.

Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons
In
This
Gun.

And as we're falling down,
And in this pool of blood,
And as we're touching hands...
I'll see your eyes.
I'll meet your eyes.
I mean this. Forever.

Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance

Don't be concerned, you know I'll be fine on my own. ...I never said, "don't go"

2 Comments:

Blogger Shamae. said...

yeah.

26.10.05  
Blogger wheatable said...

*confused*

Call me sometime.

28.10.05  

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