your brother is not the only one crying, yellow bird

The mask I polish in the evening
by the morning looks like shit.

I know you have a heavy heart
I can feel it when we kiss.
So many people stronger than me
have thrown their backs out trying to lift it.
But me I'm not a gamble
you can count on me to split.

The love i sell you in the evening
by the morning wont exist.

You're looking skinny like a model
with your eyes all painted black.

Just keep going to the bathroom
always say you'll be right back.

Well, it takes one to know one and
kid, i think you got it bad.
But what is so easy in the evening
by the mornings such a drag.

I got a flask inside my pocket
we can share it on the train.
And if you promise to stay conscoius
I will try and do the same.

Well we might die from medication
but we sure killed all the pain.

...But what was normal in the evening
by the morning seems insane.


And I'm not sure what the trouble was
that started all of this.
The reasons all have run away
but the feeling never did.

It's not something i would recommend
but it is one way to live

cause what is simple in the moonlight
by the morning never is.
It was so simple in the moonlight now its so complicated.
It was so simple in the moonlight...
So simple in the moonlight...
So simple in the moonlight...

i wondered if i could come home

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the door way

I went out in the rain
Suddenly everything changed
they're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you

I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go

So I thought I'd let you know
These things take forever, I especially am slow

But I realized how I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

I remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning

Yeah I thought it was strange
You said everything changed
You felt as if you just woke up

And you said,
"This is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you

Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy
So if you want to be with me..."

With these things there's no telling we'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a pay check
Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides, maybe this time it's different. I mean, I really think you like me.

Taken in context
it's not a bad thing
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
you peel back the layers
get down to the inside
but some times you lose sight
of what it was you were trying to find
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
no perfect endings

somebody...

Ever Foreign Flags

mom,
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
Beause you were the same as me
But on your knees

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer

You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room

And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go and lead you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me.

she's the only one that can make me cry.