It's hard to say how I feel today.

Everything (I'm cold) seems a plague in me.

Are you sick of this yet?

I had a dream. (haha)

I had a dream where there were colors all around us. And I thought it would be the best to burn the colors. So my friend and I burned the colors, it would be fun and what was somehow disguised as a favor to the world. We were being super heroes, just like we were determined to be every day.
We find out that burning the colors was really the worst thing we could do. It's pretty much the end of humanity and peace for all eternity because my friend and I burned the colors. We made a mistake.
Well, I am so god damn resilient. Even in my fucking dreams.
So we find out of the chaos that was ensued by these fools who lit the colors by listening to the news on the radio. And my friend looks at me and says, "Burning colors!"
We should have known.
We're driving through the burning colors, basking in our glory... We were so proud one moment, then the next we both know we are going to die. ...Just die. We had ten seconds to live and we both knew it.
I confirmed what my friend had just told me by saying, "Burning colors..." And completed both our thoughts with "then... I love you". What else could I say?
A good friend is someone that will come bail you out of jail. The real ones are going to be sitting next to you in the cell saying, "damn... That was fun."

We have ten seconds to live. Then this is what you need to know. We made a mistake. I love you. We are beautiful with our mistakes... Even if it's our last chance. Especially when it was our last chance. I love you, I love you, I lll...................


"Burning colors....Then, I love you."

I've got soul but I'm not a soldier

"I hate myself more than I ever led on. I'm burnt out at twenty two. I've lived too fast and I've loved too much and I'll die too young..."

"You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black. You just keep going to the bathroom always say you'll be right back. Well, it takes one to know one, kid, I think you got it bad."

"How long must you wait for me? How long must you pay for it? I was scared, I was scared. I was tired and under prepared."

"Now that I'm awake, it's hard for me to make believe. This is the worst thing that you have ever done."

"Another day, another night, another year, another smile, another lie, another tear. This better not be all I got. I never thought I'd end up here."


Well I go back to the middle of the day that starts it all. I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling. The red ones make me fly and these blue ones help me fall and I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling. As the fragments of my skull begin to fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts. Then we'll fly home. We'll fly home, you and I. Think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts think happy thoughts THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS!

Starry nights City lights
Coming down over me
Sky scrapers and stargazers in my head
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
This dirty town was burning down in my dreams
Lost and found city bound in my dreams & SCREAMING
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting and SCREAMING
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting
Forget me nots and second thoughts
Live in isolation
Heads or tails and fairytales in my mind
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
The Rage and Love, the story of my life
The Jesus of Suburbia is a lie & SCREAMING
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown

I fell asleep while watching Spike TV after ten cups of coffee and you're still not here.